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Oct. 5th, 2009 | 04:47 pm
mood: content content

my room is like my room is supposed to be (messy).. even far away from home
we bought the stuff we need in order to live a normal life
people enter my room through the window.. which is not that great >_>
nagasaki people are really nice, I think I can get along with them ^^
on the other note.. I'm a little worried about the results of the placement test.. ^^; I don't want to end up in the beginner class (ah well)
gaah I have so much to talk about that I just don't know where to start.. I think I will tell you guys more about it when I have internet at home
oh oh but I can tell you that I went to a heidi live and it was awesome.. I'll go to their live again on sunday ~~ yay ~~

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Sep. 26th, 2009 | 03:51 am

I'v been here for a couple of days now and I'M NOT GONNA TELL YOU ANYTHING XD
stories will come later ok?

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bijna bijna

Sep. 22nd, 2009 | 12:47 pm

a short update
last week I had to do a lot of errands and was busy finding the right insurance
the one I´ve found seems to good to be true >__> but yesterday they send me an email saying that they accept me if I just agree with some extra condition... BUT that one rules out all kinds of illnesses or physical complaints, which means I'm screwed if I got something here in holland and only realize when I'm already in japan..
the thing is that I now have MASSIVE HAIRLOSS seriously I'm so scared I'm getting bold... ;______; so I'm gonna see the doctor this week
anyway
I took care of my work.. I only need to work one more saturday and then yay~
thursday I went to leeuwarden to party a little bit and it was fun, too bad the others couldn't come
so on friday I took the train back to leiden because japanese students were coming and the moment I walked into the room I got contact, I was really glad about that ^^ it was a lot of fun to practice my japanese and make some friends, I was really glad they were patient and telling me to take my time when I couldn't explain things
I tried to pay attention to the way they speak, I'm talking about politeness now, I realized that somewhere during the evening some of the girls started to talk friendly towards me and I guess that was the sign that I could talk that way back to them (we were also same age).. but I still don't understand it completely but it's getting a little better
for the evening was planned to go to I<3asian for the last time, but because most of my friends canceled we decided to hang out at automan's place and played guitar hero (band version) ... and I suck XD
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now we are already one week further and I still haven't updated my lj.. ahwell
anyway I'm sow busy.. but more than that.. I'm so ANNOYED!
my parents are monitoring my every move.. which means when I check my email my mom starts complaining about whatever you can think of because she thinks I'm not doing anything useful and waste my time, because I still have oh so much to do
gaah seriously stfu before I'll be really mean
I wanted to meet my far away friends before I leave but it's impossible
I'm also having this big fashion crisis because my suitcase is just not light/big enough for a whole year worth of clothing
uhum
anyway my insurance has been taken care of yay, I hope it is as good as I want to believe
and I got my test results from the doc and now I need to take pills for anemia (gah 3 times a day.. oh boy, that's what I call an uitdaging)

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Jul. 30th, 2009 | 10:31 am
mood: evil evil

la belgie here we komme~!
muwahah be afraid, be very afraid

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Jul. 12th, 2009 | 07:05 pm
mood: happy happy

babette ~~
my cute newborn little niece <3
what else can I say *o*

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UMAISS!!

Jun. 16th, 2009 | 09:41 pm
mood: crazy crazy
music: an cafe

today is great!
I feel so much better now that I have sorted out some thoughts and made a plan to move on.
I regained my energy and took care of a lot of stuff
got my plainticket and I will be leaving on the 21th of september, I´m already excited ^^
although I've got the feeling that i'm like the only one who is looking for some kind of adventure haha
it's not like I'm looking for trouble but I just want to be able to save myself.. and actually I need to be all alone in order to do that..
ah well there is plenty of time for that (like a whole year XD)
oh and I have my new Ipod yay~! I already bought a cover for it,  so now I have to wait for the my colleagues to bring it :p
I've received all my exam results and I passed everything... but stupid me is still going for a re-take.. now I kinda regret walking up to the teacher and ask for it.. gaah if I hadn't done that I would be like FREE (though still waiting for 2 essay results)
now I have this much free time on my hands and am not working this week I am so happy haha doing the groceries in a relaxed and slow pace aaahhhh this has been a while haha
I EVEN STARTED CLEANING MY ROOM
an cafe sounds like music in my ears (DUH!) and my mothers jokes are even funny XD
horikita maki is so cute <3
oh sad thing.. I forgot kanji I learned in the second week of the first year ;___; I should go cry in a corner
anyway I'll shut up now and enjoy my drink

oh sheiss ik kom er nu pas achter dat urenaishi van an cafe ook over doreamon gaat O.o have I really lived under a stone

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I'll pour tea untill I marry

Apr. 29th, 2009 | 08:00 pm
mood: working working
music: the airconditioning's mythical basslines

sow
there is like nobody left at school >_>
I'm still here trying to write my paper but I really lost my motivation (which was kind of expected)
800/2000 hmm will I be able to finish this tomorrow ?
yeah it should ok

uhuh and yay we're going to amstelveen, hope we can score some nice stuff and chill out most of the day
there's not going to be a real party for me this year cause that'll probably kill me
I should write an other 200 words or something and go to the supermarket
so i'll whooshh away again

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Apr. 29th, 2009 | 01:20 am
mood: sad sad

why why why
why have I been born with such a stupid brain
I´ve spend 100 euros on the animecon and finally realise I can´t even go there!!
wtf I forgot to ask for a day of and last weekend I heard that it was already impossible for others when they asked
I´m so screwed and that fucking convention doesn´t give my money back ;______;
does anyone still need a ticket I can sell it to you with discount or something.. we probably have 2 of them oh and a place for you to sleep has already been taken care of *sigh*
well I'll beg my boss tomorrow but there is like no chance...

because this whole thing woke me up and going back to sleep now is quite hard I thought let´s make some adjustments at the ib group
those f#ckers are.. closed... yes even their website has closing times >_>

edit: I really have one of the best bosses in the world <3
and mic-chan 's boss has made some changes too so in the end we can still go together ^^

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I'll make you say it!

Mar. 3rd, 2009 | 01:23 am
mood: touched touched

finally ...
I was thinking `after I finished this chapter I´ll go to bed`
in the end it took me 7 chapters before I was able to do it =___=;;;

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head to head is crushing

Feb. 8th, 2009 | 08:23 pm
mood: okay okay
music: aroma - an cafe

ok.. what the f#ck is life anyway??
the good thing is I'll be having an other cousin ^^
my moms youngest brother is becoming dad for the first time!!
hmm I just cannot imagine XD
haha my grandma will have her 12th grandchild haha and she still reacts as if it's the first... that's so cute (of course to be expected, I mean we're talking about my gran)

en OMG I am bored now yay

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romantiku comedyku andu liku

Jan. 5th, 2009 | 03:30 pm
mood: tired tired
music: heidi

ta-da!
here is the special drama list of the year 2008.. well not just 2008.. hehe I lost my list >_>
so it's a compilation of all the drama I finished or about to finish (inlcuding the ones of 2008, that means, the one I can remember)

dramatic )

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destroying the christmas mood

Dec. 23rd, 2008 | 09:05 pm
music: over the rain instrumental - flumpool


uurgh !!
fine, I´ll just leave!
after christmas I´ll go back to leiden
saying; after you've come home I'm feeling annoyed
I'v been looking for a house in leiden.. I would like a family house and then share it with other people
although it would be better to find a house or room where nobody else is living
I'm sick of always following the rules of someones house!!
and my mom is always complaining about my room and even my grandma .. uurgh fucking look around and see the mess you make
today I was baking cookies when my mom came home and of course "I want to use the kitchen, you do all the dishes and go outside to make some money (walking christmas cards of the papers)"
every time she wants to decide when I do what
I want to decide for myself!!
yes I am lazy I know that, I don't do anything in the house I know,I'm not attent genoeg sure if you say so...
if only I would have that fucking money I would live by myself now.. I rather miss home than be here in lisse and get angry
wedden als ik nou koppig doe en niks tegen haar zeg of niet meer in dezelfde kamer blijf ze daar dan weer dom over gaat doen

 



 

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GIANTS in skirts

Dec. 2nd, 2008 | 11:23 pm
mood: good good
music: cassis - gazette

hmm don´t have much to say.. then why post?
well tomorrow we have a basketball match against the chinese department and we're going to fail~~~u_u
anyway I'll try my best.. today's practice was fun.. but I hate to be so much shorter than the guys.. *insert scene from movie*
aaand tomorrow we're going shopping in amsterdam.. we all need clothes for the yakuza party on thursday
I've just played guitar and my fingers hurt :P but isn't finger hurting a good sign? my arms are only a little dead and will be alive pretty soon
yay this makes me happy, it's like old times <3
ooh god and talking to this guy.. whaah it really takes me back 3 years ago
aah the good old days, sometimes I really miss it... I do like my life now.. but its too serious I tell you
and that's why I'm now going to watch dorama!! yay bloody monday, yay bloody monday *dance*


ooh ooh I have internet in leiden now FINALLY

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do not want

Nov. 24th, 2008 | 11:03 am

I have a cold now >_> but it's a strange one.. one moment I'm just sleepy the next moment I'm completely dead my head explodes and I'm sniffing and sneezing.. but ok to much info
my paper is almost finished.. but I don't want to spend an other minute on it anymore.. I have to get my power burning again *almost finished almost finished*
whuh it's 11.11 now
yes I'm writing this entry and my paper in turns
oeh yesterday I ate curry again <3 but I don't understand how 6 servings can be finished in 3 servings.. aah well
the amazing cups and plates are still staring at me (I'm a school in.. the computer room duh)..by the way I'm now close enough to see that there is something on the plate, but it's hard to define what exactly..
two people next to me are flirting with each other.. *me is distracted*
OMG it is finished.. well everything is written and I only have to do the final check.. but now I have to hurry up because I have class
*runs*

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stupid weather

Nov. 21st, 2008 | 12:02 pm
mood: busy busy
music: baloon - plastic tree

maybe I should have paid more attention during class >_>
I think last year I failed the paper because I was so totally not doing the assignment... but on the other hand he didn't say so .. anyway I'm now working on it from a different point of view.. which should be correct..
but all these facts about the time-period *dies* I don't know it, or I'm sure if what I read is true or not >_> next time force me to pay attention instead of sleep ok

yesterday I watched drama and OMG KAGRRA WAS IN IT!!
they were talking about an actress that had to help out while shooting a pv of "kagrra, a new indies band" *huh* nah I probably misheard.. but then she was introduced and whut w-whut isshi is talking to her (yay he had linesXD)
and they were shooting a pv for shigatsu tsuitachi <3

now back to work

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laugh all you want and I'll join you

Nov. 17th, 2008 | 04:43 pm
mood: busy busy
music: res

most of the choices I make seem to be wrong ; _ ;
for about two weeks now.. questions like should I go by bike or bus
if I say bike.. it's starts raining ..
today I said bus and waited for 30 minutes (bus should go every 5 minutes or so)
simple things like that.. but it is depressing
and now back to work!
love love

ooh ooh yesterday I while I was in the bus I saw such an amazing moon
it was really really big and orange.. to bad it wasn't full moon but gowd it was awesome
and if you download the oricon chart and discover super junior.. OMG the japanese version of rock and go is so *barf*

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ay ay sir *salute*

Nov. 16th, 2008 | 04:01 pm
mood: busy busy


gowd it´s not cool.. so much appointments, homework and stuff to take care of
and this stressiness doesn´t make it any better because I forget to bring books and important stuff from home to leiden or the other way around
I still have some time today to get it all back on track
I quit my job as zondag telegraaf and I don´t have to feed the horses in weekends anymore. which mean OMG sunday is FREE!!! don´t have to wake up early or go to the horses in the dark
if only I would have internet in leiden it would be almost perfect

friday I had work and bought glasses.. soon I´ll be able to read!
then went to automan´s party which was fun but I had to leave early

ooh ooh but .. my dad was going to pick me up from schiphol (so nice) and he had given me some kind of strange explanation of where to meet but I wasn't really paying attention because I thought I would call him later and then discuss the details
on the way to schiphol I called home and my dad was already on his way (great >_>) I had no idea where we were supposed to meet and as we got of the bus and looked around for a sec I said "I'm never gonna find my dad" and suddenly a car with ps - ..-.. nummerbord shows up *blink blink* what the hell it's my dad
what a coincidence! we both were sooo amazed I think it's awesome
ooh and yesterday there was an other interesting happening.. I had a postcard for 1 of the 400 flat houses and I only had a last name
I walked to the name tag thing and the first plate I looked at was exactly the name I was looking for! out of the 400 plates found the right one immediately!

last night I was cooking while someone was playing guitar and singing "natascha is cooking, cooking~ but she's going to fuck up, fuck up~ fuck up~. isn't that encouraging XD

after talking to some people I feel like I really have to try harder, so from now on I'll try harder!
I'm refreshed now and I'll kick the uni's ass
and for some reason I hear/notice all kinds of surprising facts today.. let's see what will happen

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housewives?

Nov. 14th, 2008 | 01:26 am
mood: happy happy
music: promise - michi


whah such a useless day.. I did almost nothing useful
I have to work extra hard tomorrow >_>
but found a nice present for automan and went to the "beroepenavond"
hmm my future is so unsure.. the advise was kinda like.. follow your heart and be happy (I was planning to do so)
just realized my pre-mod grade should be online
aah friggin hell it's worse than last year *deathglare to the certain someone* it's still ok 80 percent but compared to last year I really spend time on it while last year we were done in a blink of an eye.. uurgh and it were the same questions, exactly the same ones
ooh yes.. and if your score is under 8.5 your just a stupid person because the answers are just in the book (take-home test).. he was saying this again this year *grabs knife*
but yeah my memory.. hehe chen and merry asked me the three big leaders and mehhh I couldn't even think of the last one ; _ ; ( I should know that!)
btw I really like this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvUf2gyIE5s
hehe today my mom came to pick me up from the busstop XD it was late already hihi but she still went outside

me; watch bloody monday
h; I don't like to see people bleed
me; but no one is bleeding, it's just the title
h; till what episode did you watch
me; still one
h; aah you'll see what I mean :P
I'm curious now XD
but first going to watch oh my girl <3 and then go to bed .. yes strak plan

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dreams coming back now

Nov. 12th, 2008 | 09:46 am
mood: okay okay
music: girls girls girls - ez hyoung

yesterday I was not feeling very well.. didn't eat much and didn't want to do anything at all
so I went to bed early.. that means a lot of sleep, which result in seeing a lot of dreams!
but meh why can't those dreams be true.. if it was I would now have a cute dog, that my dad bought for me (see how close this is to reality >_>) and there would be two newborn foals (they were sooo cute)
hehe so I was surrounded by all this cute animals.. haha I feel like snow white.. except these ones didn't help me clean my room

this morning it was once again so cold in my room.. this time because me myself and I forgot to turn on the central heating.. but when I looked outside I saw 2 really pretty rainbows (I took picture) and as the heating was slowly warming my body up I felt happiness flowing through my body ^ ^

because it's raining this morning and I don't want to get a cold I decided to take the bus. there were only a few people in the bus but at the stop before I wanted to get of, an old lady wanted to sit next to me
*blink blink* the bus is almost empty, why sit next to me? not that I mind but ok..I told her that I had to get of next stop so I gave her my seat, but somehow I'm very surprised

now I have to get back to work.. prepare for a book presentation next week.. but reading reviews without reading the book is not working for me.. how do you want me to be sure if what I say is true or not
well we're gonna talk about that today so they have to tell me (they are reading the book)
usually there are more people here at the computers on wednesday morning, but now it feels kind of deserted

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dancing on the table

Nov. 10th, 2008 | 05:16 pm
mood: busy busy
music: res

haha at disapointment of not receiving my phone call ^ ^

talking about phone calls
during class *phone rings*
teacher ;name that tune!! does anyone know?
hehe he really is nice teacher.. at least I can appreciate his jokes instead of an other teacher who's name I don't want to say anymore..
today there was also this..
teacher; the japanese wanted to concur the world *evil laughter*
as an other teacher said.. this is different from the expectations we have

yesterday I went to thijs and as we were talking about all kinds of stuff I realized I stopped really dreaming about my future. what goal I am aiming for.. I want to go to japan and then what?
anyway it's nice to see someone with a dream and while talking about it, showing me a happy face
btw his way of talking is so similar to that of Toby O.o

about two weeks ago I hit my hand really hard I think it was pretty bruised.. because it still hurts like shit
whatever
 

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